18 nov 2015

Cicatrize.


Like water
pouring down my hair,
my head,
down my shoulders
and back;

I spend my time
trying to repair
what I broke,
lost in wonders
and I lack

in courage
to show you
how I do feel,
since your confidence
has gone so far.

Savage - 
I don't wanna lose 
another time,
but I see no chance

don't...
don't go and leave me 
I'm unable
to cicatrize
another scar.

7 nov 2015

Satan's song.

 
 
Give me a piece of your soul,
I need to play like a child
with your purest intention;
 
just a little of your time
and your thoughts - I want 'em all
diverted to my fake devotion.
 
You are so young,
so vulnerable
and still sometimes
I'm afraid to break you,
 
but I soon replace
guilt with pleasure.
My pulse denies
what's plain for you.
 
And girl, I'm a betrayer;
I won't last that long,
but I will offer my smell
worn on like a shiny dress.
 
I will act like a saviour
when you don't need me at all,
open up your white shell
when your heart is a mess.
 
'cause you are so young,
so vulnerable
yet still sometimes
I know I could fall.
 
Take care of me
while I leave you alone.
No mercy - you're mine,
no problems to solve.
 
You fill my emptiness, baby
so the circle is closed.

24 ott 2015

Cocoon.



Just for you
I'd spur the day to
gave birth to the night,
when every sigh
gives a voice to any desire.

Just for you
I'd undergo the cross I've
chosen to bear,
for years and years
just to have you near,

just to feel you close,
immovable
like a Winter rose;

imperishable
like the face of moon,
hidden in my cocoon
and perfectly stable.

Despite the storm
I'm unable
to let my heart sink;

there's a light blink
in your dark eyes
and just for you
I still undress
any of my disguise.

18 set 2015

Al di là del muro.



Nulla conosco di te,
ma ogni notte mi uccide
l'immagine del tuo sguardo
che cerca il come e perché;
fugace, ma non codardo,
evitando sterili sfide,
ed esitante gli sorride.
Forse ammonisce il tono che hai,
ma il dubbio indietreggia;
la realtà è ciò che si crede,
e se l'equilibrio vacilla
cancelli il senso di ciò che già sai.
Crolla la dignità
sotto la paura di parlare,
il timore di annegare
in qualcuno che a metà
si dona;
l'ansia consuma,
sottile graffia l'autostima
e tutto quello che era prima
ora riveste il presente,
accecante
per non vedere più.
 
A tratti vicina,
- rivale antistante,
da donna meschina
e sincera amante
la severa tenerezza
tua - temo e ammiro,
nella dolce efferatezza
mia - avvilita sospiro.

9 set 2015

Exit bag.



Come on so sweet and deceitful,
I have nothing else to lose;
she looks at me confused
and every day is another fight
smiles become so painful.

Just come, inhaling this present
I'm the mother of sadness,
tossed from one body to another
without energy to fight
for a sincere sentiment.

Afraid to fall
into the darkest depth,
I gave up loving,
I gave up strength

Memories bit my brain
sucked up and drained,

I thought I could breathe,
but he choked me.